at least
               I still have my health.  All's well at work  besides the paltry lunch breaks.  But I'll live.  My lungs are both intact.  And by some quirk  two roses survived.  I make enough to give  to Oxfam, Red Cross and St John's.  I sleep  most nights.  I swallow without weeping now.  The sink is clean.  My heart's not maggot-eaten.  The milk I drink is not yet past expiry.  Tuesday follows Monday.  Someone died,  it's in the papers.  Seven times I've beaten  Halo on the hardest setting -- how  exactly is recorded in my diary.  Putting one foot before the other, I keep  my balance.  Paint dries.  Today I haven't cried. 
 
  06 April 2004   13:02 hours
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