thirteen ways of looking at a snowscape
“Location (6)”, Hans Op De Beeck, 2008: Singapore Biennale
i. Have we been here before? ii. botched climate planning blue chip imagination clearly not enough iii. O verily how great are the works of the Creator He layeth barren the verdant plains, he leaveneth all color He bringeth down the crown of the proud birch He stoppeth up the waters, yea even unto their deepest reaches He causeth the very air to smoke and blur like a lamp put out The might of the sun is as nothing to Him, nor the capricious breezes Tremble ye who know not the name of the Maker iv. 24kg wood ash 48kg sawdust 35kg chalk 2 kg volcanic sand 4L housepaint “Arctic White” (non-toxic, waterproof, EzyCoat) 5kg albino elephant bone 13kg fossilised dandruff 67kg talcum (Silky Smooth Baby Soft TM) 30kg milk powder 22kg salt 109kg flour 42kg instant mashed potato flakes 49kg coconut flakes 10kg melamine 3.14kg cocaine 900g Monosodium glutamate May Contain Nuts v Not quite aiyowishiboughtthatthickmerinowoolcardiganonsale but certainly goodthingirememberedmyextrajumper and perhaps even aboutthesameastheofficeaircononarainyday or hokkaidowasmuchworseinspring1997 for those accustomed to alwayslikethatthenhavetoroadmarch or thisiswhyiwanttoemigrate in diewaitkenaheatstroke and reallyfeellikehavingicekachang conditions vi. The hard September that broke my grandfather was worse than this and it was only rain, premature and pitiless, daggerfuls of the stuff coming down free of charge, rendering his whole naked lorryload of rice worthless. Grandfather was a tough man, he’d outlived the Japs, the Communists, he’d traded his pre-war fortune for a sore back and a labourer’s diet, but this was the bayonet in the side, this was machine cruelty, and he said so in so many kicks to his ruptured, mudsucked tyres, breaking a toe in the telling of it. , his wife my grandmother would have said. Snowfall in summer, downpour in dry heat, that operatic, cosmic signifier of a world gone awry, some terrible injustice done. He healed and fathered children who fathered children, lived to see them slush through decades of bewildering growth, a deluge of riches, his hair gone white in its proper time, a pipe in his mouth, more often than not, smoke-screened. Read the papers and took them lightly. Watched the sky for undue clouds. vii. Are those rabbit ears or the upturned feet of a monk atoning for treason? viii.
In outer Cairo they met on the backs of camels approaching the desert, but in Tibet surefooted Yaks were preferred when available. They timed their assignations to coincide with the Yangtze floods, and avoided solar eclipses except in Jutland. But here at last they could meet unaccosted by prying eyes for miles, veiled by the powdery fog in the shadows of bare trees, provided they were always careful to retrieve every scrap of clothing, and brush away their tracks, when they finally deigned to part. ix. “Not here, Andre. The blood will show for miles” x. Afterwards a prolonged and quiescent ceasefire settled over the map unchallenged xi. silence as premonition: the clean sheets the intact branches the prospect of thaw xii. The first to go is your sense of place, and then of sense. Dexterity declines, sight fades to blue, then white, then darkens entirely. The memory of your first kiss slips shyly out of view, and your mother’s face follows, tsking. The bullies grab their tawdry, empty schoolbags and trip you one last time as they escape. Exeunt the seven cars you drove and loved, the sixteen women who thought you were the one. Farewell the coffeeshop on the corner of the narrow street, the saltfish stench of passing bumboats on dark green rivers. Every leaf on every tree fallen away long since, many more than the days you remember, more than the days you forget. Now you have shivered off your clothes, and now you are a mark on the landscape, and now not even a mark. Turn over the white pages xiii. always, a fresh canvas
07 October 2008 16:54 hours
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