
(for Marjorie Evasco)
You hold a small bird to your breast.  
 You who have mothered and know how
it is to nurse a second fluttering heart,
 to let your body make space for another
 as if it were the most natural thing
 
 now shape your sure hand lightly into wing;
 a gesture of compassion, like prayer, as free
 of hesitant desire as the hatchling knows of fear
 and what must surely come, one cloudless day
 in unmistaken whispers.  This is Hope:
 
 the clear eye fixed beyond the narrow frame,
 the fragile talon poised on no more firm foundation
 than this flesh, the ruffled down sufficient and at trust.
 I, a weak father, lack the language and the innocence
 to call down angels.   Once I found a fallen nestling
 
 whose parents’ unschooled artistry did not after all
 withstand the previous evening’s storm.  Blind,
 leathery and clawing, ants come already to plunder,
 I scooped it (not untenderly) to shade, covered
 it with leaves.  Was the decent thing to have kept vigil
 
 or leave quietly?  My daughter, 4, knows that goldfish
 go to heaven when they go, but more to the point,
 that they don’t come back.  She leans on my arm, asks
 me never to die, her small heart strong enough to love
 and not tire.  What do we do to earn our time on earth?