in transit
              
 between our arrivals and our  Departures, it is a strangely guiltless territory   - Marne L. Kilates  
  With my wife in her usual high-altitude slump,  seat-belt fastened, the cabin lights dimmed  and bad comedy on the movie channel, I slip  into what one poet has termed the blameless country  of air travel.  I've ploughed through several novels  this way, unperturbed, felt the heart-surge  when a particularly rousing phrase of Beethoven's  coincides with the exact moment of take-off.  Sometimes  the peace is so rare I wave off free champagne,  and in Economy the meals are never worth missing  the view for: sunset over the Grand Canyon, or the Pacific  flowing like silk brocade.  Now we enter the sphere  of maps, a world abstracted and solid all at once.  As settlements snuggle up to rivers, and paddyfields  play endless checkers on terraced hillsides, there's  space enough for long thoughts, wispy musings.  Do clouds, for instance, discharge their burdens in relief,  or do they, in their secret hearts, dream of the fallen?  And which is the life we regret, what was left behind  or the one to which we hurl at 800 km/h?  Only  at such giddy velocities might we savour the wonder  of stasis, how the earth's rotation holds us easily  in place. Just as, if we knew the true evanescence  of a second, it would stop us in our tracks --  with indecision, if not physics.  Yes, even in seat 34A,  risking thrombosis, with barely enough room to clap,  there's time to ponder unseen forces, the invisible  lift beneath all our wings, only the first human  century in history with this luxury of boredom.  If the flight were any longer we'd resort to art.  Plot new routes to godhood. No surprise the Pyramids  (just visible beneath cloud-cover on your left)  had tombs built like departure lounges, since  many of us too would opt to go to ground  this way -- with such conducted ease, to the sound  of our preferred music in the company of strangers.  How good to set off so eager, yet unhurried, to arrive  watched for, and welcomed at the gates.
 
  07 November 2001   19:00 hours
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