in transit
between our arrivals and our Departures, it is a strangely guiltless territory - Marne L. Kilates
With my wife in her usual high-altitude slump, seat-belt fastened, the cabin lights dimmed and bad comedy on the movie channel, I slip into what one poet has termed the blameless country of air travel. I've ploughed through several novels this way, unperturbed, felt the heart-surge when a particularly rousing phrase of Beethoven's coincides with the exact moment of take-off. Sometimes the peace is so rare I wave off free champagne, and in Economy the meals are never worth missing the view for: sunset over the Grand Canyon, or the Pacific flowing like silk brocade. Now we enter the sphere of maps, a world abstracted and solid all at once. As settlements snuggle up to rivers, and paddyfields play endless checkers on terraced hillsides, there's space enough for long thoughts, wispy musings. Do clouds, for instance, discharge their burdens in relief, or do they, in their secret hearts, dream of the fallen? And which is the life we regret, what was left behind or the one to which we hurl at 800 km/h? Only at such giddy velocities might we savour the wonder of stasis, how the earth's rotation holds us easily in place. Just as, if we knew the true evanescence of a second, it would stop us in our tracks -- with indecision, if not physics. Yes, even in seat 34A, risking thrombosis, with barely enough room to clap, there's time to ponder unseen forces, the invisible lift beneath all our wings, only the first human century in history with this luxury of boredom. If the flight were any longer we'd resort to art. Plot new routes to godhood. No surprise the Pyramids (just visible beneath cloud-cover on your left) had tombs built like departure lounges, since many of us too would opt to go to ground this way -- with such conducted ease, to the sound of our preferred music in the company of strangers. How good to set off so eager, yet unhurried, to arrive watched for, and welcomed at the gates.
07 November 2001 19:00 hours
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